blogging time. finally i'm alone at home. yay! yesterday was such a sucky day. it was so bad that even sumi sensed that something was wrong when she called me. well, it was actually partly my fault that it was a sucky day. very sian yesterday. didn't want to go out. but my mother made me. she quarrel with ah-ma and says that it's my fault. *rolls eyes* fine. so after i was forced to follow them all over katong to go bank, guess who i ran into at parkway. caris and the juice asia people. doing street pitching. wearing the new juice polo tshirts. bright yellow with juice asia marketing on the back. walking bananas. and caris saw me and she had this "i think i know you" expression. i'm guessing that they're doing the turkish pizza thing cos the tickets they're holding are white. not black with of the scotts 37. imagine caris going back and telling ryan and/or lee, "hey, guess who i saw today. that girl that came for a week and quit." whatever. anyway, later at night, the phone was ringing. and me was upstairs. normally i don't answer my house phone cos usually people call my hp. daddy answered it and scolded me cos it was for me. he said y i don't answer the phone, disturbing him from doing whatever crazy thing he's doing. sigh. life sucks.

and now, mother wants me to take ah-ma on a one and half week holiday in europe. darn. should i laugh or should i cry? on the one hand, i want to go holiday in europe. on the other, it means 1 1/2 weeks totally alone with ah-ma. don't get me wrong. i love my ah-ma. but i just cannot stand being totally alone with her. sigh. and i have to research on where to go and which iternary to take. and she now changes her mind. first says she wants to go london. now says she wants to go holy land israel. no way israel. mother says go and find tours to rome. whatever lah. frustrated now.

looking through friendster. discovered so many of my juniors that i've forgotten. wow. sometimes, i wonder how those people with like 300 people in their friend list can keep up with them all. seems impossible to me. even me with 48 friends can't keep up with all of them already.

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i've got 12 copies of this. it's hymn book from st mary of the angels. my aunty got it for me. don't know why. and i'm stuck with them. dawn is taking one copy. does anyone else want them? there're beautiful songs in there. and the score is there for easy reference and singing. even if you don't go to church, you can use it for personal singing. please let me know if you want it ok. it's FREE.


next. this is a cd. "songs inspired by the Passion". it's not the soundtrack (as i was conned into believing). it's songs inspired by. now the songs are beautiful but they're not really the type that i listen to. more for those people who want background music to meditate. unfortunately, i have to charge ($19.90) if you want this cd. song list: "how can you refuse him now", "stranger in a strange land", "are you afraid to die", "please carry me home", "ave maria", "why me", "darker with the day", "where no one stands alone", "harm's way", "by the rivers dark", "precious lord", "not dark yet".

next thing. i saw the poster for "lion, witch and the wardrobe"

first thought, wonderful! so nice! can't wait for it to come out!!
second thought. why the heck is the white witch driving polar bears?!!? it's supposed to be reindeer. :D

i was playing with my rubix cube last night. after seeing ty still playing with it, i'm inspired to try to solve it. so i spent the whole of last night playing it with no success. :( as i tried, i was thinking about the last time i tried to solve it. brought to mind memories of my guy. we were coming back from KL. he was sitting (sort of) next to me. we were both trying with no success to solve it. he was telling me about the spheare rubix cube that his sis has and how he used to dismantle the cube and try to put it back together. duan hui used to ask me if i still think about my guy, cos i don't seem to. but i do. especially lately, after hearing about "eye for a guy". so coincidental. ya, i guess it's hard to forget him. i wish that our friendship/relationship ended better. i still have doubts as to whether it could have worked out between us. but as it were... sigh.

p.s. reading through my past entries, i'm way overdue for writing a chim philosophy again. the last time's one was the one about multiverses. yup. so i'll be trying to figure out another one. maybe the sociology of the john little fitting room would be interesting. ;D